Sunday, July 29, 2012


OMG!  I totaly forgot to write about my laptop!  I've wanted one since I was 5 (literaly), and now at 23 I finaly got one.  I said I was going for a mac, but I got a HP instead.  I love it!!! And oddly enough I'm not on it 24/7 like I thought I would. Still love it!!!!

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Sick (again)

I hate summer colds.  I hate colds in general.  My blog is dead, I have no followers just random people who I mainly want to use this as a online diary but my life is so boring.  Nothing to write about. Ill try to be more exciting (yeah right). First I just want to feel better and be able to breath out of both nostrils.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

I feel better now.

To the tune of ABC's or TWINKLE LITTLE STAR
Shut your mouth you little bitch.
Mind you own damn business.
You say your a professional.
Your just a dirty whore.
You think your so smart.
Now we know why the kids are fucked up.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Let me vent.

I'm sorry, but I'm sick of being your personal therapist. I'm sick of you taking your anger out on me. This is not my fault! It is yours and hers! How can it be 23 years and I still cant open my mouth to say what I want to. You act as if everyone has the worse intentions. That everyone is planning plotting against you and her. Fuck it! She is a spoiled little brat and it is both your and her mothers fault for the way she acts. Try to discipline her, "Don't you yell at that baby!"

That 'baby' is making my life a living hell. And your threats of leaving only make me hate her more. Your actions of having a 2 year old tantrum only make me realise I'm fighting a losing battle. I don't know how to fix it. any help ANYONE tries to give only seems to make it worse. I don't understand... If you want her to listen. If you want her to act right. She has to listen to everyone NOT JUST YOU! You can't put down or dismiss her mothers rules. It only tells her that she doesn't have to listen to her own mom. You have to learn to believe us more than a 6 yr old.

LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY YOUR MAKING THIS WORSE! Your not gonna be around forever. So when your gone who is it she will listen to if not taught now.  I don't know what else to do.